Imagine you, or someone you know jumping up and down on the spot in the rain with the sun shining through clouds. And imagine it in slow – motion. Funny image, right?
Anyway, I thought I’d interrupt with a small interlude post since I am writing part 2 about the shadow self. Quite an ambitious post.
I did my first phone reading yesterday and it was a wonderful experience. It was also pretty unexpected. Really boosted my confidence in my own abilities, y’know? Anyway, I’ve been listening to U2’s Summer Rain. I really like the last lines:
” It’s not why you’re running, but where you’re going
It’s not what you’re dreaming, but what you’re gonna do
It’s not where you’re born, it’s where you belong
It’s not how weak, but what will make you strong”.
So yeah, I’m really happy. Feels like I can eventually succeed with this blogging stuff. Now, I don’t have the habit of looking at people in an utilitarian way (or maybe I do??).
Sel was really.. pushy throughout the conversation. Being all vigilant and stuff. Don’t know for what. We had a good time after that though. Watched some Amazing Race – like program before I feel asleep. Sel is good to have.
I’ve been scarred enough in my lifetime, but today when I woke up (albeit tired) to a beautiful morning, I couldn’t help but think that ‘yeah, this is really gonna work out’. My dream is to be free. My dream is to not let numbers on a sheet decide if I’m gonna make it through life. Yes, this is a really self – centered post.
I had a convo with Sel on what to do about my negative attachment to someone and I agree that I have the habit of overthinking things to a point where she just said ”Stop asking these silly questions” and proceeded to ‘drink’ her oh – so – important – tea. Don’t know what’s up with her on that. Maybe I should let her write a little on this blog, just to see your reaction. Then you’ll look at my picture and see that trollface. Nah, just kidding. Half – kidding. I probably WILL let Sel write something here. Dont’ think it’ll be all to serious, however. She’s an advocate of letting people finding out things for themselves.
I’ve also had a great time with one of my closest friends. I’m actually moving into a new apartment soon, so she and I sat down and planned how we’re going to make things look here and there. It’s not a big apartment, but it suits me well enough. I hope I can manage to get an Internet connection.
Well, enough rambling from me. Stay tuned for the next post!
Have a good day now!